Nevertheless, it seems impossible to completely avoid the topic. Drones fly over the city quite often. You can hear the air-raid alerts, the work of air-defence systems, and the sounds of them being shot down. I have never actually seen a flying drone myself — and, frankly, that is probably for the best.
Over the past year life in the city has become noticeably more tense. The conflict is escalating and expanding, and I strongly dislike that. I believe it must be stopped: too many people are dying and suffering. I see no other way out except a freeze. Most likely this will happen this year or next. How we will live after that is another question entirely.
I find it especially painful to watch what is happening because I am a carrier of three cultures at once. I speak English fluently and have even been teaching a foreign language a little lately. At the same time I belong to Russian culture and come from the Komi Republic; by nationality I am Komi. This combination leaves me with complex, far from the brightest feelings about the conflict.
Belgorod is a very beautiful, even magnificent city. I tried to find office work, but lately I more and more often hear the advice not to hurry and to look for remote options instead. Finding a decent job is difficult. Economic growth has clearly slowed, people are cautious about investing money, and new IT companies are hardly appearing.
At the same time I bought a wonderful apartment here that is fully adapted for a wheelchair. To avoid depending on public transport I also purchased a special attachment for the wheelchair. The city turned out to be surprisingly accessible and convenient for moving around in a wheelchair — everything has been thoughtfully designed for people.My neuroregeneration project has been put on hold because I could not find adequate funding. I have published a book and remain convinced of my ideas. The problem, in my view, lies in generalisation during myelin wrapping — either too much or too little wrapping leads to secondary neurogeneration. If the issue of secondary neurogeneration is addressed through proper generalisation, the problem can be partially solved. However, I currently lack both the strength and the opportunities to develop these ideas further. So I simply continue to live, work, move around the city, and try not to lead an antisocial lifestyle.
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